Controlling Rage Around Women

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Yes its also by asha logos. He is not the only one that brings up the overrepresentation of jews in positions of power. 

If its only for 10 more months then I guess you will have to just see it through. The problem is not getting dependent on those drugs you are taking. They sound quite addictive if they mimic the feel good endorphines from socialising.

I seem to have recovered now. I used the time to make use of supplements like zinc, magnesium and vit c. Placebo or not I think they helped.

It is an old classic but is very christian based I must warn you. So reading it with an open mind is required if one is not a christian.

Yes basically all girls who are at college are feminists. They are getting prepared to join the work force, not too be stay at home moms. Of course some who go into teaching or nursing might be looking for the right man to marry so they can have kids and become stay at home moms. But I doubt its the female accountants, lawyers and engineers.

What were you doing before you decided to go to college?

I watched the Bolshevik video. It was more like a history documentary with lots of footage. I learned about holodomor; the great famine/genocide of Ukrainian and Russian people by the Soviet government. They just hoarded all the grains they farmer slaves sowed and let the food rot, while they got barely any food at all. I actually never even heard of it. I've never seen it portrayed in any media, world history books, or from anyone. How can this have gone unnoticed? Strangely, wikipedia has a "huge" article on holodomor and goes into huge details on what happened, yet probably 99% of people have never heard of it unless they are from Ukraine or Russia. Pretty screwed up. At least 10 million dead, but it may have been higher. I guess holocaust (which was bad) is a better blockbuster to sell to people cause it has "Nazis" and "Hitler" so the actors are more attractive. 

I am open minded. I am agnostic and don't have any serious biases against most religions. I'll probably read it when I have some spare time after school. 

The drugs create dependency. Not addiction cause if I go without them I won't crave them too much, but will be irritable. In some sense they are better than the endorphin rush I get from people. Most people I find dissatisfying as friends or acquaintances and get little to no relief/pleasure from talking to people. Quite the opposite is I get increased stress. I think genetically I'm predisposed to being mostly anti-social. 

All I did before college was work. Clerk at a retail store and a diet aide at a rehab center. Nothing good. Just low-wage shitty jobs that I got tired of so went to college after that. I did well academically in high school so had some options.